Sunday, May 3, 2009

TEARS OF HAPPINESS.

Everyone is so happy for the littlest things, the littlest things seem to make me happy, happy people make me happy ;) 
God is SO GOOD. 

Ohh, the happiness makes me emotionally strong enough to surpass the stress in school and all. ;) It warms my heart. I feel so good. 

Last night I had a dream, 
and I THINK it was Lucid Dreaming....

So there was this random boy in the front of my house has was screaming at the window saying how much he felt unloved and how nobody was listening; he thought nobody was behind the window. And it hurt so much seeing how hurt he was inside, so I ran out of the room, to the front door, to the front and just ran and gave him a hug in tears. I said, "I love you. Even if I don't know you, I love you. God loves you." I could tell he was softened by those words and the hug, but despite doing such an action, I felt a little embarrassment. 'Cause who would do this to a stranger? And thus he said, "My aunt is here, I have to go." and he runs away. I thought it was me. But I had that fuzzy feeling inside...

I guess it was me reflecting on what Neil had said two weeks ago in Confirmation class. About how we can love strangers too. I wished I could do that... Hm, this dream. 

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1 comment:

Unknown said...

What an interesting dream. if a stranger hugged me and said everything is going to be okay, I would be scared out of my mind, thinking who is this crazy woman! and cry more. J/K

Michelle, I forgot that Derek is his middle name and Timothy is his first. Was he nice to you when you last saw him? He has a Pop Show at Rowland Heights May 23rd. you should go!