For sadness, for joy.

School year's close to an end. 

April's almost gone. May is gonna swish by.

It's too fast. Tooo fast...

First of all, today is:

Nicole Punsalang's 

Mindy Song's 

Christine Gonzales's

Birthdays! :)

I'm glad that Nicole's birthday went real well :)

I'm having crossed fingers that my 16th birthday will be swell too. x)

Because for some reason I think I expect too much, and take many things for granted. Hopefully by my 16th birthday I'll have actually grown up from the year before. And that I'll be able to appreciate that day. 

... wow. Reminds me. I should do more things before I turn sixteen. x) I wanna be able to do things and say, I did that when I was still 15!  You know what I mean? Not drugs or anything. Now that's horrible. Hopefully we can still get a gig at the Wire. Dude first show not for a party! 

I'm having a lot of stress. I really want things to just end, for summer to be here already. Yet at the same time I don't want to let go of things. I don't want to. Isn't it funny how we notice things after it's gone? :\ 

I don't want to think about it. However, I learned this in European history: Carpe Diem.