AW. last day for seniors

edit later, if ever.

in the meantime watch our dance final.

we all dressed as boyysss. you'll know why when you watch. heeee heee! :)

Bipolaring.

hahaha. REALLLLY bipolar.

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I miss blogging.

2 dress rehearsals today!

Saturday is my big day. Or I got lotsa stuff to do! 

1. I have Confirmation at St. Denis in the morning. I really wished SLYM could come, but I've learned not to keep my hopes too high... Why is it that when I'm in situations like this that I come to learn how I should treat others? Now all I want to do... is to do what I can to make the people I love happy. I saw how much Kristen was happy when SLYM people like Joe or JR or Kamaron were at the choir concert...See, my dad isn't even coming to watch my confirmation... nor my brother, nor most of my family. I'm thankful that Kristen is my sponsor, because I know that she'll be there for me. I guess they don't know how I feel about getting confirmed.. But it's okay, God's keeping me strong.

2. I have to go to the choir recital of my choir teacher... last. performance. with this choir. oh no, now it's getting to me!

3. Dance production... even though I'm only in one dance. . .. see my dad doesn't get to watch this either. Nor my cousins. Dude I don't know how some people can handle it. Those people whose parents never watch them... who don't support them as much... how do they take it? 

4. Then Katrina's Debut/18th Birthday. I really hope she has a good time that day. I want her birthday to be quite perfect. :P

I never actually thought about the people who come to watch me. Idk, when Kristen mentioned it, I wondered. 

Now I'm gonna think twice when someone asks me to watch them.

Actually maybe I'll just surprise them.. :P

I want to make someone happy. It is my goal.

how funny is it? that my past like, three entries have been about Happiness?

TEARS OF HAPPINESS.

Everyone is so happy for the littlest things, the littlest things seem to make me happy, happy people make me happy ;) 

God is SO GOOD. 

Ohh, the happiness makes me emotionally strong enough to surpass the stress in school and all. ;) It warms my heart. I feel so good. 

Last night I had a dream, 

and I THINK it was Lucid Dreaming....

So there was this random boy in the front of my house has was screaming at the window saying how much he felt unloved and how nobody was listening; he thought nobody was behind the window. And it hurt so much seeing how hurt he was inside, so I ran out of the room, to the front door, to the front and just ran and gave him a hug in tears. I said, "I love you. Even if I don't know you, I love you. God loves you." I could tell he was softened by those words and the hug, but despite doing such an action, I felt a little embarrassment. 'Cause who would do this to a stranger? And thus he said, "My aunt is here, I have to go." and he runs away. I thought it was me. But I had that fuzzy feeling inside...

I guess it was me reflecting on what Neil had said two weeks ago in Confirmation class. About how we can love strangers too. I wished I could do that... Hm, this dream. 

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