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What I think's not fair -_-: I wasn't qualified for AP Bio. I was sure I was qualified though. :(
OH wells.
What I'm just eh about: I'm not in one of the dances for the choir concert.
What I'm confused about: two choirs next year? I need a sixth class to fill up the spot of AP Bio.
What I regret: not applying to enough AP classes. -_-
What I hope: I can't expect much. I will not expect much.
What I must do: DO something. I need to stop being so lazy.
Although I feel so lost and confused sometimes in this lifestyle, God always seems to be tossing beautiful things in my face, as if he's trying to inspire me in some way. To tell me not to give up. To tell me that there's people who care about me. To make me happy so that I may actually think straight. It's funny, but sometimes I don't make good use of the happiness I get from such little things.
I believe these little elements of happiness should actually be enough to be my motivation in the things I am having most difficulty with right now. You know how when you're happy, you're just alive and think and work better? Maybe that's what He's trying to tell me. Because lately, I've been having senioritis already in my sophomore year, oh so HORRIBLE. I've been blaming it on the lack of motivation, but really, my motivation is all right here! Right in front of my face! The luck that I've been getting, these simple things that feel like miracles for a moment, they all seemed to be tiny in comparison to the stress and breakingdowns I've been having, but they are nottt to ignore! They're telling me something. I shall pay attention. Step it up. Get the heck off of here.
I believe these little elements of happiness should actually be enough to be my motivation in the things I am having most difficulty with right now. You know how when you're happy, you're just alive and think and work better? Maybe that's what He's trying to tell me. Because lately, I've been having senioritis already in my sophomore year, oh so HORRIBLE. I've been blaming it on the lack of motivation, but really, my motivation is all right here! Right in front of my face! The luck that I've been getting, these simple things that feel like miracles for a moment, they all seemed to be tiny in comparison to the stress and breakingdowns I've been having, but they are nottt to ignore! They're telling me something. I shall pay attention. Step it up. Get the heck off of here.
2 comments:
all the sophomores seem so disappointed alot didn't get qualified to some aps they applied for :[
ughhhh how are you offially accepted to the ap class to begin with?
if you meet the requirements for the AP class, you can go to your glc and DEMAND your spot. my teacher says it works.
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