Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Help Me.

I haven't posted here since Lent started!

So helppp mee. 
I never knew choosing between AP and IB could be so hard. It's quite an important decision. Ever since I was a little kid I wanted to go to Harvard, but of course now that I'm older I know that's highly unlikely. And I don't want to be a lawyer anyway. But yea. For us Walnut kids we are so inbetween right now. We have questions like:
Is IB really worth taking?
Is IB really better than AP?
Is IB really going to help us get into a better college?
Is IB really worth having so much work to do?
Am I going to be able to get through IB?
People say AP is just as likely to get you to a good school as IB. Is that true?
IB kids have more benefit than AP kids because of budget cuts. Really?

And we're all asking ourselves if we can handle taking it. And the same time we don't want to regret. And at the same time we want to be one of those few people who get that diploma. And at that same time we don't want to be alone. And at the same time we want to excell others. Good gracious, please help me. I want to live up to my goals. I don't want to regret. I don't want to put down an opportunity in which I can just "simply" adjust to rigorous work, and at the same time I don't want to work myself too hard that it's unhealthy, that I drop out... Help me, people who have experience. I just don't know which is best for me...

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So in the two competitions this weekend, our choir got two second place trophies! :) hahaha. fun stuff. I'm sad that we kept missing out on the good choirs! Lol, like Chula Vista (who I looked up and are freaking awesome! and have pretty good looking kids haha) and we didn't get to see Burroughs (who I also looked up and their mixed choir is reallly good too). Yay choir

I saw a lotta great show choirs on YouTube I shall post them here later for Rachel and others to watch, choir nerds. :) Because the choirs are SO GOOD. haha.

Blah blah blah. I want to post pictures but don't have time. Laytahs.

I hate waking up latee and running to class.

I hate how everybody is panicking over whether to take IB or AP. It's so stressful for sophomores. :((

I hate doing make-ups because they take up my time. :(

Sometimes I hate wondering why can't everybody be appreciative of things, of people, of other people's ideas, thoughts. 

In confirmation class, we got our shirts! You will see what it'll look like when we take pictures tomorrow :D I love confirmation! It's an interesting class.

Ughh. I don't think I'm trying hard enough....


1 comment:

Rachel Jean said...

choir nerds f'sho!B] haha
ok take my word for it, the majority of the people told me that IB isn't a good idea... i've been told IB is pointless and a friend of mine dropped IB a few weeks ago. in my opinion i would go for AP classes. especially when you're in choir, i'd go with AP.