For sadness, for joy.

School year's close to an end. 

April's almost gone. May is gonna swish by.

It's too fast. Tooo fast...

First of all, today is:

Nicole Punsalang's 

Mindy Song's 

Christine Gonzales's

Birthdays! :)

I'm glad that Nicole's birthday went real well :)

I'm having crossed fingers that my 16th birthday will be swell too. x)

Because for some reason I think I expect too much, and take many things for granted. Hopefully by my 16th birthday I'll have actually grown up from the year before. And that I'll be able to appreciate that day. 

... wow. Reminds me. I should do more things before I turn sixteen. x) I wanna be able to do things and say, I did that when I was still 15!  You know what I mean? Not drugs or anything. Now that's horrible. Hopefully we can still get a gig at the Wire. Dude first show not for a party! 

I'm having a lot of stress. I really want things to just end, for summer to be here already. Yet at the same time I don't want to let go of things. I don't want to. Isn't it funny how we notice things after it's gone? :\ 

I don't want to think about it. However, I learned this in European history: Carpe Diem.

Bye bye Confirmation II...

I'm going to miss Neil and the Confirmation II class! :( 

If only I could actually be confirmed with them...

aww, I'm so sad now.

on top of that AP is sucking so much right now. :( I wished we had finished all material earlier...

on top of that. geezz louizz choir stuff going on. I don't even know the lyrics to some songs! and I don't know some choreography :\

I'M SO SAD.

How HECTIC. My own schedule.

Tomorrow: Euro session. Join confirmation class pictures at St. Lorenzo after. Something else, I knoww I'm forgetting?

Sunday: Wear youth rally shirts. Go to youth group? Go to Interact event? Max you goin right? Idk where it even isss. 

Weekend: study study study Euro. do the study guides for Euro. Do my own personal timeline of Euro. do math hw I shoulda done a week ago. practice piano. 

Monday: English CST... choir rehearsal. practice piano. study study Euro.

Tuesday: Math CST... choir rehearsal. piano lesson. last confirmation class. :( study study Euro.

Wednesday: choir rehearsal. practice piano. STUDY STUDY EURO. do own personal timeline of Euro. 

Thursday: choir rehearsal? idk my stuffff. STUDY EURO. practice piano. do own personal timeline of Euro.

Friday: choir concert. practice piano. STUDY STUDY EURO. practice essays. know my stuff. 

Saturday: AP EURO FINAL EXAM/practice AP exam. no confirmation :( choir concert.... LAST CHOIR CONCERT. with rachel and liana and all those seniors. ;(

Sunday: Youth group? study study study study EURO. D:

all week study Euro.... when is St. Denis dress rehearsal for confirmation?!

FRIDAY: AP EURO EXAM. may 8 may 8 may 8. 

Saturday: NO MORE AP EXAM. YESS ONE DOWN. 

Sunday: NO MORE AP EXAM. when is mother's day is this mother's day??

All week is dance production rehearsals. gahness. no more ap exam though! :) all week is preparing for Ms. Lopez's Master Recital at Cal Poly. 

Thursday=DANCE PRODUCTION

Friday=Dance Production

Saturday=St. Denis Confirmation in morning. Master Recital at Cal Poly in afternoon. Dance production at nightish. Cousin Katrina Briones' Debut 18th birthday party. aweihfawleirfoawef

Sunday= Youth group?? PIANO RECITAL. :(

After May 17... do I still have my evaluation to do? Idk. 

but... DONE. CHILLNESS AFTER THAT. GOOD GRACIOUS. . .